Nimu
Thursday, 5th May 2005, 23:35
The story:
Me and 14 others went for UBRS this evening and we made it to drakkisath without any problems (at least not worth mentioning). Drakkisath drops Dreadmist robes among 4 other items.
The problem:
Ok, this is kinda where the emotional issue comes in. Knowing that Topar only needed dreadmist robes (and had been to every avaliable UBRS raid) i of course passed, but it came out as a roll! Bad luck now also would it that i rolled higher than Topar and therefore won the robe. I got the "NIMU!!!!" replies and was like "wah?" untill i re-read the chat-log; "Nimu won [Dreadmist robe]".
I'm broke now. Feeling like a gimp. I'm sorry. But all this can't matter, because when you put your feelings into a game(You do that when the only reply you get is "I'm sorry. No excuses" and then a log-off 30 sec later), it also lifts it up beyond the meanings of "text".
And i do feel sorry for Topar, because i know that he has been to UBRS many times without a single dreadmist robe drop. A little wrong actually as i shouldn't care because afterall it's not my fault. However i am, still, getting blamed for it - at least i feel like it.
It all goes down to "I'm sorry". I maybe shouldn't say it, but i utterly feel like i did something wrong by purpose.
Goodnight gades - lighten my heart.
*EDIT* Typing.
Me and 14 others went for UBRS this evening and we made it to drakkisath without any problems (at least not worth mentioning). Drakkisath drops Dreadmist robes among 4 other items.
The problem:
Ok, this is kinda where the emotional issue comes in. Knowing that Topar only needed dreadmist robes (and had been to every avaliable UBRS raid) i of course passed, but it came out as a roll! Bad luck now also would it that i rolled higher than Topar and therefore won the robe. I got the "NIMU!!!!" replies and was like "wah?" untill i re-read the chat-log; "Nimu won [Dreadmist robe]".
I'm broke now. Feeling like a gimp. I'm sorry. But all this can't matter, because when you put your feelings into a game(You do that when the only reply you get is "I'm sorry. No excuses" and then a log-off 30 sec later), it also lifts it up beyond the meanings of "text".
And i do feel sorry for Topar, because i know that he has been to UBRS many times without a single dreadmist robe drop. A little wrong actually as i shouldn't care because afterall it's not my fault. However i am, still, getting blamed for it - at least i feel like it.
It all goes down to "I'm sorry". I maybe shouldn't say it, but i utterly feel like i did something wrong by purpose.
Goodnight gades - lighten my heart.
*EDIT* Typing.